4/6/10

Magnolia Avenue

We're getting a new address. We'll be living on Magnolia Avenue in St. Louis, Missouri! Our new "flat" is three blocks east of Tower Grove park in the historic "Tower Grove East" neighborhood.  I will be attending graduate school at Saint Louis University, and Kyle's plan is TBA. We still have not heard from the law school, but we have a tentative backup plan for him to work for a year and reapply for the Fall of 2011 if he is not accepted. We'll let you know on that one!

Despite all the unanswered questions, we very strongly feel that God is leading us to St. Louis. We have felt that way since about November, but He has made it abundantly clear over the last few weeks.  We can't wait to see what He has planned for us there and how we will serve in our new community. We're thrilled to join arms with August Gate, a new church plant in the Soulard neighborhood. Our good friends Josh and Kim Jones are part of the planting team.

Last weekend we went hunting for apartments. We didn't see anything we absolutely hated or would refuse to live in. Let me tell you, St. Louis has many more affordable housing options than Carbondale, or anywhere else we've lived, or anywhere we've looked at living. This apartment, however, was the first one we looked at, and the one by which we compared everything else all day.

We will be living in one of the 2nd floor flats in a 4-family flat.  The building and neighborhood are old, but in good condition. There appear to be many young(ish) families that live in the neighborhood. All the yards seemed clean and well-maintained. Nothing too fancy, but tidy. I like tidy.

This is the front of the house. I apologize for the poor picture quality. I did not take these photos. They were on the property management's website. The front yard is steep and in back there are parking spaces. So, there isn't much outdoor space to speak of, but we do have a balcony in the front and the back. There is also a patio out back for all four families to use. We weren't really expecting much, being in such a big city. We are very close to a very nice park, though! Under the house is a full basement with lots of storage and washers and dryers. I was praying we wouldn't have to live somewhere that required us to use a laundromat. I've been spoiled to have my own washer and dryer for four years!

The front door takes you straight upstairs. This is looking into the front room (too small to be a bedroom, so I think it might be an office or sunroom) and the master bedroom is on the left. All the ceilings in this place are tall, tall, tall. This is something I love, love, love. Above you is the ugliest chandelier the world has ever seen. That's gotta go! Kyle's grandmother left us a chandelier that I'd like to hang instead. (Uh, Daddy? Help, please? Bring your ladder and some tools.)

This is the master bedroom. I love this wood burning fireplace and the old mantle! You can't tell from the picture, but the room is HUGE. Anyone have a spare king size bed we could put in it? We can finally upgrade our full! I do, however, have plans to paint over that blue. It's pretty and soft, but it doesn't really work with any of our bedroom decor. 

This is the view standing in the middle of the second bedroom looking into the living room. The hallway is to the left. This room is also HUGE, not that you can tell from this ridiculous picture. We're toying with the idea of using it as our living room and using the living room as a dining room. We do not have a bed to put in it. Our current second bedroom is just an office, and doesn't hold much other than our many, many, books and our desk. We'll see...

This is the living room. Once again, it is very large. This picture was probably taken in the middle of the room. Behind you are two tall windows that bring in lots of pretty light. To the left is the second bedroom and the hallway. To the right is the hall that leads to the kitchen and the bathroom. Also, have I mentioned the closet space in this place? No? Well, we were blown away by it! We weren't expecting much with it being such an old house, but it puts our little duplex to shame.

Finally we have the kitchen. This may be the least impressive room in the place. Well, I take that back. The bathroom is not at all exciting, either. However, it will do just fine. Out that door is a little balcony just big enough to hold a chair and a few flower pots. To the right are more cabinets and the sink. Up and to the left is a nice pantry. You can see a bit of the fridge. Directly to the left is a doorway that leads down stairs to the patio out back and to the basement. I imagine that I may come to loath those stairs after some time. Kyle insists that it will be just fine. This kitchen definitely needs a fresh coat of paint. It's supposed to be an "eat-in" kitchen, but I'm not quite sure where they expect you to eat. Our (very little) kitchen table won't even fit in there. After some paint, some new hardware on the cabinets, some curtains, a couple throw rugs, and a splash of love, I suspect I'll be just fine with it.

That's all the pictures I have to share for now. I'll be sure and take some throughout the moving and sprucing process. The next few weeks are sure to be a whirlwind, and we want to savor our time here with our dear friends and family in Carbondale. I cannot even begin to imagine what our lives will be like without them. I'm not even going to go there yet. I'll cry. I'm not ready for tears yet. 

3/18/10

Outside My Window

We've been sleeping with the windows open nearly every night. You might think it's a little too early, a little too chilly. We don't. We just throw an extra quilt on the bed, and snuggle up a little closer.

Our duplex is perfectly located. It's less than two miles from campus, and we have woods in our backyard. It is so quiet. So still. That is, except for the wildlife. We have an abundance of wildlife right outside our door. I've seen and heard it all back there. The hearing is what I've been treasuring most lately.

When I lay down to sleep with the windows open, I hear owls hooting, frogs croaking, and crickets chirping.

When I wake up in the morning I hear a plethora of birds singing, cows mooing (the neighbors about 1/2 mile down have a few heads of cattle), squirrels rustling through the trees, and so much more. These sounds are music to my ears, a love song to my heart, and joy my soul. I love it. I love what our Heavenly Father created. I always want to live somewhere I can hear those same sounds.

The thing is, our time here is very likely drawing to a close. I'm becoming increasingly convinced that I only have until the end of May to enjoy those sounds. There's a good chance that wherever we're going will sound much more like a city, and much less like a forest. Maybe I'll decide that city sounds are nice, too, but I doubt it.

I'm going to soak up the beauty of these southern woods for the next two months. They've brought so much joy to me over the last 3.5 years. Losing them will be a great loss, indeed.

2/19/10

My Week in Music

Monday - "Maps" by Yeah Yeah Yeahs
Tuesday - "Anyway You Want It" by Journey
Wednesday - "Ambling Alp" by Yeasayer
Thursday - "Come Undone" by Duran Duran
Friday - "Illinois Loyalty" by The Marching Illini

Kyle and I are headed to Champaign for the weekend to attend an open house for the Speech and Hearing Science department. Pretty excited! I haven't set foot on campus in almost four years.

2/18/10

Feeling that "ugh"

Every Thursday afternoon, like clockwork, I feel the "ugh" set in. I get home from class around 4:30, and I feel tired, cranky, annoyed, and burnt-out. Why do I feel this way? Because every Thursday night I lead a Bible study at my house.

Now I should, I should, feel excited, joyous, eager, and the thrill of the anticipation that I will hear from God and share his word with other women. I should feel grateful about the opportunity to show hospitality to others. But I don't. Instead, I feel the weight of commitment, the obligation, the burden of wanting to do it "just right." The pressure of wanting to be a Mary and a Martha. It's the ugh.

So, every week, I begrudgingly sit down in front of my Bible, and open up to the chapter that we're studying that week to make my final preparations to lead discussion that night.

Every week, like clockwork, I open my Bible and pour over God's word. I read it. I study notes others have made about it. I search for last bits of wisdom and insight. What happens every week? I feel refreshed. I feel the ugh slip away. I feel joy taking over my sinful flesh that thinks watching reruns of the Real Housewives of Orange County (shameful, I know) is more fun than studying my Bible. My flesh was wrong. The ugh was my sin, my unwillingness to merely be obedient to what God has called me to do, study and teach his word to other women on Thursday nights.

Being obedient is the hardest part. That is to say, opening my Bible is the hardest part. Once it's there, and I begin to read it, the Holy Spirit does the rest. My stone heart is broken. God's word takes over, and joy replaces the ugh.

Maybe others who teach the Bible on a regular basis don't feel this way. Maybe I'm really messed up.  Something tells me, however, that I'm not the only one. When it comes to sin, you can always be sure that someone else is secretly down in that gutter with you. The beauty of Christianity is that we can admit our challenges to one another, and run arm-in-arm to the wondrous cross, where Jesus has already overcome it all.

2/12/10

Two BIG Giveaways

This weekend, I found out about two huge giveways from fellow bloggers.

The first is from MckMama. She is giving away a beautiful Kelly Moore camera bag - just what I need!

The second is from The Pioneer Woman. She is giving away two prize packages, complete with a KitchenAid Mixer
 

 
 
Any one of these prizes would be a fantastic win, but PW is going all-out for Valentine's day. 
 
Be sure to enter at MckMama, and The Pioneer Woman's blogs! 
 
Happy Valentine's Day.